Each day is a New Day. I have often looked at the past or looked at what challenges me or brings me down and then, because that is where my mind was looking my heart followed and became damaged. Paul prayed for the Father to strengthen the innerman by His Spirit and that we would be filled with the fullness of God. What a place! Much counseling today wants to root around in the past but, for me, if I linger there I am depressed and brought to defeat. My victory is found in His strength, in His fullness. If He is my focus the past and it’s failings recede. It’s not easy. I know that there are more of you that have the same struggle to find LIFE in the midst of it all. You are not alone!
Ephesians 3:14-19 KJV
For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,  Of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named,  That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man;  That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love,  May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height;  And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.